Shelly Maulidha

I don't know what to do...
the fear that I experienced more in-depth...
fear of losing someone I loved as a big sister...
someone who has filled my days and make my life more meaningful...
I'm sure, I realized, if not her, I would be vulnerable...
I'm sure, I realized, if I didn't know her, I would feel that life isn't fair...
I often get the injustices in my life, but her presence makes me believe that impartial justice to me...
but, my feeling now is mess!
I feel if a meeting yesterday made me afraid of losing her...
I know that much...
but my feelings said that I'm hard to meet her later...
my hunch isn't good, who knows what will happen next, I do not know ...
but I hope that everything will be fine...
and Allah always around her...